Crossing the Line

 

Expect the unexpected when crossing 2,700 miles of open ocean and the equator to become an official shellback.

 

By Terence Loose

 

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he swaying palms and reef-rimmed islands of the South Pacific had been my wife Gayl’s and my cruising dream for four years before leaving Southern California aboard our Westsail 32 Tamarac II, bound for the Marquesas. Two weeks later we ghosted into Cabo San Lucas, engineless, exhausted and very humbled. The experience made us suspect that the route to every sailor’s idea of paradise, while part of the famously innocuous Milk Run, was a bit more complicated than a simple trade wind slide. But the dream didn’t die easily, and a year later, after cruising the Sea of Cortez and Mexico’s mainland coast, we had ended up in Puerto Vallarta as part of the 2001 Puddle Jumpers, a group of 30-some boat’s crews sharing information on the 2,800-mile crossing to the Marquesas in the South Pacific. We went to lectures on courtesy flags, on red tape, on radio nets, on the lack of laundry facilities, and finally, in one of the last meetings, on the one thing that generates 99 percent of a sailor’s worries (and ecstasies, too): weather.

The speaker, later dubbed Ben There, a sailor who had made the journey twice and – for reasons no one dared ask – was now a landlubber, verified that a successful jump demanded planning, skill and, ideally, a fair amount of luck. This was because the route included crossing the equator, or the “Line” as he called it in the tone an old salt might say “the Horn.” This, he went on, meant a change in hemispheres, weather patterns and the volatile confluence of the two. “Picture a big bowl of batter, with two raging blenders churning it up on opposite sides,” he said. “Your job is to get from one side of the bowl to the other.” I pictured Tamarac’s mast disappearing into a thick ooze, doomed to be part of Zeus’s latest recipe.

He went on. Specifically, he said, there were three areas to worry about. First, we had to fight our way out to the trades, which didn’t really get going until about 115 degrees west, or 600 miles offshore. He predicted either west winds or no wind for this first part. “Bring a lot of diesel,” he cautioned.

Second, he said, after a nice gentle week or so of north and northeast trade winds, we would hit the infamous Intercontinental Convergence Zone (ITCZ), a notorious band of varied and unpredictable weather which bulges and dances its way over hundreds of miles of ocean just north of the equator. Its cause is the coming together of the northern hemisphere trades and the southern hemisphere trades in an area of low pressure.

My ears pricked up. In preparing for this month-long bluewater passage no area worried me more than the ITCZ. I pictured squalls with driving wind, pelting rain, and worst of all, bolts of lightening. I pictured my 105-pound wife wrestling an angry Yankee in lightening streaked darkness. I pictured the movie White Squall.

When I asked Ben about this, he just chuckled. “No, no,” he said. “Your problem will be lack of wind. Bring a lot of diesel.”

He moved on. Our final hurdle in the journey to paradise, he said, was where to cross the equator. Cross too early (too far east) and you risked getting caught in the ITCZ for a week or more and being stuck east of the southern trades. Cross too far west and you would lose your favorable sailing angle on the Marquesas, especially if the trades swung to the south or became reinforced. Here, he interrupted himself to share a few first-hand accounts of his single-handed battle with fifty-knot reinforced trade winds.

He continued. Since the ITCZ shrunk the further you traveled west, it was a tricky decision on where to cross. Fortunately, however, Ben had it all worked out for us. “Sail with the northeast trades west until you reach a nice narrow spot in the ITCZ or 132 degrees west, whichever comes first,” he said, holding a pointer to a large chart. “Then, turn dead south and go until you feel wind from the southeast. Simple.” He collapsed the pointer, signaling he was through and we could clap. I was too busy writing his advice down though, conveniently leaving out the word dead.

 

The next few days were spent running around Puerto Vallarta gathering last minute items – outboard sparkplugs, toilet paper, fresh produce, and the new priority, diesel.  I rounded up three 20-liter former detergent jerry cans, filled them with diesel and lashed them to the port side -- three yellow five-gallon jugs occupied the starboard. With this thirty gallons, and the seventy gallons in the fuel tanks, we had about 140 hours of motoring capability. I made a rationing plan: we could spend 25 hours for no wind (outside the ITCZ), 25 for charging (approximately an hour a day), 15 for the Hiva Oa landfall, and 70 to race our way through the ITCZ, which now had changed its image in my mind from raging monster to vast watery dessert where boats starved for wind.

Gayl came up on deck and looked around.

“Are we a sailboat or a fuel barge?”

She went back below.

It’s alright, I thought. She’ll thank me when we’re motoring away from Mexico’s light winds, days closer to the warm trades than “real” sailors.

 

Less than three days later, we would find out just who the real sailor on Tamarac was. Even before we lost sight of Mexico we were beating our way into 18-knot northwesterlies. Seawater sprayed over the bow and poured over the leeward diesel jerry jugs, now relegated to status of dead weight.

On day two, I got my chance to use some diesel. I fired up the engine for a quick charge, only to shut her down again twenty minutes later due to overheating. Gayl and I looked at each other in disbelief: it was on day two that our engine had quit in our first ill-fated attempt. And it had not started again until day 13, in a Cabo Marina slip. The memory of two weeks at sea with no cabin lights, no refrigeration, no weather information, and no power when the wind died took the blood from my knuckles.

This time, however, it was not the fault of Big Blue (our name for Tamarac's Perkins). The leeward-side preventer line had been washed overboard and wrapped around our prop, a discovery which both relieved and cowed me. I liked the fact that the problem was no more than a minor bone-head move, but I didn’t like the obvious solution: go for a swim. It deserved some thought, and soon I found myself on the radio with friends sailing a few hundred miles ahead.

They were just passing Socorro Island, about to make their dovetail turn to the southwest, and updated me with conditions and anchorage specifics. One of the options was to make for the islands, drop anchor, cut the line free, get a night’s rest, and head out fresh. It was a good plan except for one thing: the wind. My friend was reporting 22- to 25-knot winds from the west along with a strong southerly current. Without Big Blue — hell, with the beast firing — we had little hope to hold a course high enough for Socorro, which lay to the WSW.

There was another problem. I had fallen down the gangway two days before our departure, landing hard on my hip. Now, my entire right leg was stiff and dark purple with a softball sized red lump and infected abrasion at the point of impact.

As the sun began to sink – my favorite time of day on land; my most dreaded at sea – my spirits sunk with it. In the dimming light I could see only one thing clearly: Bigger forces were conspiring against Gayl and me and our South Pacific dream. We clearly were not supposed to be out here. Finally, with the night came the worst vision of all. Hemmingway’s “The Snows of Kilimanjaro” infiltrated my mind. I imagined a gangrene leg, a wounded boat and, worst, Gayl, a thousand miles offshore, alone with the corpse.

I told Gayl all this and she told me to get some sleep. As usual, I argued. And as usual, she let me have my way.

I turned the boat around and headed back toward Puerto Vallarta. Gayl, disgusted and exhausted, went below.

I held the tiller all night, making good time back toward the safety of Mexico and never feeling more at risk. Everything I had dreamed of, everything I had believed the sea could teach me, could make me, seemed at risk. I knew Gayl was right, that if we turned back now we’d never go, and we’d never forgive ourselves. I knew all this, but the night’s darkness smothered me with its cloak of fear and no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t shake it off.

I drove Tamarac on through the night, clocking off mile after mile toward failure, until the sun gave the sky ahead a warm glow. If dusk is my least favorite time at sea, dawn is by far my most cherished. It’s a time when hope illuminates fear and sends it scurrying. For me, sunrise at sea has always meant more than just a new day; it’s always signaled a true beginning.

I thought of Gayl and the family we were planning to start after our season in the South Pacific. I tried to imagine myself as a father, explaining that after a day offshore, I turned my back on my dream and ran to safety. How would I ever be able to champion the principles of discipline and perseverance? Or teach the value of chasing a dream?

Gayl came up from below.

“I’m ready to turn around,” I said. “Again.”

After breakfast, in a moderate wind and sea, we hove-to. As Tamarac bobbed and weaved on the three-foot sea, I tied a line around my waist, donned a mask and grabbed a knife.

“Here’s your chance to get rid of me,” I told Gayl.

“Don’t tempt me.”

Less than 20 minutes later the line was free. And the job turned out to be more fun than fear. Floating in the ripping current behind Tamarac II, gazing down into an eternity of deep blue broken only by spiraling rays of light, it was as free as a man could feel. In fact, the hardest part of the job was climbing back aboard using the emergency fold-out steps on Tamarac's transom. (I’m now convinced they were designed to punish barefoot sailors who fall overboard.)

At noon that day, I calculated our day’s run. Thirteen miles. But at least it was in the right direction.

 

The next 10 days were as uneventful as life at sea can be. Except for the tanker we almost hit on day seven, in broad daylight, in a shipping lane, our dream cruise was becoming just that, a dream. Tamarac was pushed along by moderate, warm trades, cranking off a string of 100-mile-plus days, and our mornings and evenings were filled with radio net chats of fish caught, wildlife spotted and meals spilled.

Gayl got in her share of diesel barge jabs and pointed out that we had used just three of our 25 get-away-from-Mexico engine hours. I fired back with a half-hearted “All the more for the doldrums of the ITCZ.”

But that thought died a thunderous death on day 13, when Gayl and I finally entered the notorious ITCZ.  I say entered, but a more accurate description of the event would be it overtook us. Something you learn very quickly on an ocean alone is just how wrong 95% of the advice given on land is. Case in point: Ben There’s claptrap about running west above the ITCZ until you get over a nice thin spot, where you’re told to dart south across it into the southeast trades. Totally logical, but about as helpful as instructing you to buy a stock at it’s low point and sell at its zenith — looks good on paper, ain’t gonna happen in this world.

Lets do some math. You are traveling at six knots, max. The ITCZ is jumping, bulging and twisting like a five-trillion-ton boa constrictor in a pen full of sheep (yes, you are a sheep). I could show you high seas reports that track it moving over a hundred miles north or south on a longitude within six hours. So in my opinion, this is where the luck needs to happen.

And on the evening of April 21, at 7 ˝ degrees north, 123 degrees west, our luck ran out: the beast curled around us, and squeezed. We took in one of the most ominous sights a sailor can: an absolutely black sky astern broken only by great flashes of lightening. The flashes were directly upwind, meaning the thunderheads that fired them were traveling approximately 10 knots faster then we were. Can’t run, no place to hide.

We spent all night battling one after another of the line squalls. It was frightening, frustrating work. The lightening brought out the fear, and the darkness made it hard to predict when to furl in the Yankee. But no words can describe the feeling of isolation a couple feels steering a 45-foot-tall lightening rod through electrified squalls 1,000 miles from the nearest land. The term God’s bull’s-eye came up a lot. I toyed with pointing out that my vision, and not “expert” Ben’s, was more accurate, but this would mean actually looking astern and a possible White Squall reference, so I decided to let it go.

After that first sleepless night of being pasted, we had a lot of questions for our radio net friends. A few friends about three days in front of us, told us they had turned south when they hit the nasty conditions we were experiencing. Their rationale was since the squall lines were guided by the northeast trades, to continue southwest toward the ideal equator crossing waypoint only spelled further trouble. That made since.

This advice was bolstered by the reports coming in from boats further south, closing in on the Marquesas. For days the fleet below three degrees south had been reporting 25- to 30-knot southeast trades accompanied by 10- to 12-foot seas. And weather reports called for more of the same well into the future. On our current route, that would mean taking the seas directly on the beam—not a pleasant thought.

The choice was clear: head dead south as long as possible. Of course, this would lengthen our route to Hiva Oa—the rum line course was 1,425 miles on a bearing of 222 degrees true—but then, distance to a sailor is as relative as time is to Einstein. With luck, heading south would get us out of the ITCZ sooner and give us a better angle on the predicted towering seas and reinforced trades.

But in addition to sound advice, our morning net discussions offered something almost more comforting: the knowledge that other boats had been where we were and lived to tell about it. Not that we were continually picturing an exploding mast and a sinking ship, but the fact was that Gayl and I had never sailed in squally weather, had never experienced the terrifying thrill of the entire sky lighting up above your mast. And, in fact, the last time we were stuck sailing defensively we had no company and no radio contacts. Now, we discovered just how much impact something as intangible as a human voice can be.

The next few days took on a frustrating pattern. The days had heavy, overcast skies, but were not violent—10-knot northeast trades were spotted with many rain squalls boasting winds from 25 to 45 knots but lightening-free. But with afternoon came stacking cumulonimbus monsters gearing up for their nightly feeding. The light trades meant we needed a full Yankee to drive the boat, but squalls were so prevalent—and big—that steering around them was futile. This forced a lot of sail handling, which in turn forced exhaustion.

Going into the second night I made a decision to run with a double-reefed main and the “Iron Genny”; Gayl and I had not slept for 24 hours and burning diesel seemed much wiser than burning energy on the Yankee. Besides, we needed to lighten up the rails. To this day I think that’s one of the best moves I made as captain; on my off-watches sleep came much easier against the rumblings of Big Blue than it did against the fear of my 105-pound wife caught a little late in furling in the headsail.

We left our last electrical squall astern around three degrees north on April 25, our 17th day of the crossing, after enduring four nights of what weather reports had termed “big, bad, ugly stuff.”

With the exodus of the thunderheads, however, so went the wind. We had hit the doldrums.

“For this I am prepared,” I yelled, and moved triumphantly toward the engine ignition. We motored on.

Four hours later, just above three degrees north, we felt the first brush of southeast trades.

“Wow,” Gayl said as she prepared to unfurl the Yankee. “I’m sure glad you got us through that.”

Hiva Oa was 1,100 miles away with a bearing of 225 degrees true. But weather reports still called for reinforced southeast trades with big seas further south, so we sailed well below the rum line. The next three days were some of my favorite of the trip. We enjoyed 10- to 15-knot ESE winds, flat seas and no swell. It was in these conditions that we crossed the equator at 128 degrees west longitude, claiming our shellback status with a bottle of cheap champagne. We were well east of what Ben had called the “E-spot,” but by this time I had decided it best to disregard all he had said.

We kept driving SSE, eagerly watching the GPS as our rum line to Hiva Oa grew to 234 degrees true as we held a course anywhere from 200 to 215 degrees true. Idle pleasures took center stage again—watching the wave-dodging flying fish, greeting dolphin as they danced with our bow, and of course chatting on the radio with friends.

As we passed four degrees south the reinforced trades warnings were called off. This both relieved and perturbed us: We liked the sound of 10 to 15 but hated that we had wasted so much time sailing south.

It turned out that the effort was not in vain, however. In our final push to the Marquesas, we racked up our best day’s run numbers of the trip thanks to a fast west-setting current. With our better angle, we sailed a comfortable six to six-and-a-half knots over ground, posting 148 and 147 mile last days, respectively.

We pulled into Taahuku Bay, Hiva Oa just before three o’clock to what seemed like a hero’s welcome. For me, a dinghy full of friends after 25 days at sea meant more than that first sight of land. Sure, it was good to drop the hook and stop our boat after pushing her for 605 hours, but it was even better to see the faces behind all those warm voices with whom we had shared our journey, and who had helped us fulfill a five-year dream. All I could do was say thanks, and offer free diesel. ţ

 

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